Monday, February 18, 2013

Dear Lover,

I don't know who you are and where you are right now, but I miss you. I want to laugh with you at this very moment. I want you to tell me I'm beautiful. I want to know that when you kiss my forehead I'll feel it. I want to smile because you are just that amazing. I want to pray with you and share things I'd share with my best friend. I want you to become that friend. I want to make you laugh in ways that you've never laughed before. I want to grow with you. I want to know that you are mine. I want to dive into your arms and hear you tell me everything is okay. I want to hear about how your day was. I want to give you massages after I know you've had a long day at work. I want to cook you your favorite dinner. I want to sit next you and watch a love story. I want to love you and create a story. I want to visit museums with you and talk art. I want to pray with you and talk God. I want to take walks with you in the park. I want to hold your hand, knowing that you have no intentions of letting go. I want to dance with you in the rain, flaws and all. I want to know that you are near. I am hoping that you too feel the same way. I love you from a distance because I know we are walking on our journeys to each other. Though, sometimes I wished we were running, because sometimes I feel like the time isn't on my side. But I know your almost hear, the whisper that your near. Dear lover, I know your there.

Wednesday, February 6, 2013

Promise to myself!!

I had heard of promise rings that people buy for themselves or their loved ones bought for them but never have I went out on a limb to buy myself one. This changed when I came across a ring and it literally spoke to my heart. I am not really the type of person that shops all the time and loves everything I come across, so I knew that making this purchase was in my purpose. It was something that God and myself wanted for me.

I am going to tell you all how I knew it was apart of my path to get this ring. I had just saw in my notifications on Instagram, that a profile had liked one of my pictures. I took the time to check them out, which I usually don't do as often and the first thing that I saw was the ring pictured below. Right then and there I knew that that ring was meant for me to make a promise to myself.

I was not sure which had to put it on because I mean I wouldn't want an eligible King to think I am not an eligible Queen. Then, again I felt as if placing it on my actual ring finger would really make it a deeper promise. I think the placement of the ring also had to do with the ring I had on my middle finger since like forever. I finally ended up with the ring on my right hand ring finger, and I just took off the middle finger ring and placed it on my chain. It took meant a lot to me so I couldn't just toss it to the side.

My promise it to honor myself as a Queen, to ALWAYS love me first and to remind me that I deserve nothing but a King. I will follow my dreams to becoming successful, and remind all other Queens that they are indeed one. This is to growth, love, happiness, abundance and good fortune.